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Control

by Transy Warhol

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1.
I don’t know your gender but I like it I like your body and I’m dying to try it Jesus freak mother’s worst nightmare But baby I know you’d never care You’re so rebel rebel David Bowie Don’t tell me what you want, just show me Norms were never your thing I can see it in your clothes C’mon I’m begging you to show me the ropes Ooh sha la la la la, la la la Ooh sha la la la la, la la la Ooh sha la la la la, la la la Ooh sha la la la la, la la la Come over, baby, make a great big fool out of me I’m right here, waiting, and you’ve got me weak in the knees Come over here, baby, make a great big fool out of me And I said Ooh sha la la la la, la la la Ooh sha la la la la, la la la Ooh sha la la la la, la la la Ooh sha la la la la, la la la La la la la
2.
Strap me down to a table Try to breathe, but not able Dysphoria brands me a stupid fucking fake Study my bones in the mirror Trying my hardest to see her Punching the glass until it breaks I’m just a deceiver, baby I’m just a deceiver, honey And I’ll never make it out alive Feeling my face for stubble I’ll turn my body to rubble Guess I’ll always be one of God’s little mistakes I need a better complexion To be female perfection Fuck, I’ll do anything it takes I’m just a deceiver, baby I’m just a deceiver, honey I’m just a deceiver, baby I’m just a deceiver, honey And I’ll never make it out alive Oh, one more time! I’m just a deceiver, baby I’m just a deceiver, honey I’m just a deceiver, baby I’m just a deceiver, honey And I’ll never make it out alive
3.
Boy Toy 01:59
Boy toy! Yeah my boy Don’t forget it, you’re my toy Boy toy! Yeah my boy You’re so cute when you act coy Boy pussy! Wow, so gushy! It must be Boy pussy! Boy toy! Yeah my boy Don’t forget it, you’re my toy Boy toy! Yeah my boy You’re so cute when you act coy My guy’s a dyke but he’s not a man And I am still a lesbian My guy’s got tiddies but not for long He’ll have them off come next fall T! 4! T!
4.
Sometimes I think when I’m lying on the floor That I should get out and see the world a bit more But I’ll never escape this anxious mind 'Cause everybody’s watching while I’m just waiting in line Panic attack! Panic attack! I should have known better than to smoke before I came That god damned devil’s lettuce tends to play tricks on my brain So I’m crying in the bread aisle wondering how it feels to die My head crushed into pavement, to my death I’m a passerby Panic attack! Panic attack! Disassociation! I panic and leave my body I want to leave this location! Darkness from the corners Of my eyes circling about Leaking to the center Of my iris as I pass out Disassociation! I panic and leave my body I want to leave this location!
5.
Flytrap 02:20
Her skin whispers in tongues of old But those words hint at something cold Innocent and manic in dreams But it’s not all that it seems A passing glance that sends a thrill But don’t you know that looks can kill She’s got no time for foolish saps So here you’ll stay in the widow’s trap Your friends say “she’s nothing but trouble” But I bet you’ll be here on the double Candy lips leave you in pure bliss But her poison traps you with just one kiss Baby blues in a darkened room As midnight lovers find her tomb Sanguine smile paints her face As ropes keep them in their place Their bodies burn for her plastic lust But she just looks down in disgust Her skin cracks, the polystyrene She opens her maw with a scream Your friends say “she’s nothing but trouble” But I bet you’ll be here on the double Candy lips leave you in pure bliss But her poison traps you with just one kiss
6.
Kaleidoscope 03:34
There’s a house a little tucked away When things get loud, that’s where I stay Knock on the door, we’re falling through Kaleidoscope visions for me and you Oh and the stars, they melt tonight We feel so bright, let’s go be with them ‘Cause this world’s taking everything from us So let’s take everything and cut the loss Chasing the divine before potency declines Trying to remember, is this your hand, or is it mine? We’ll make it out together, pain is not forever So let’s try to close the distance I’ll trip with you whenever I’ll trip with you whenever My skin’s like paper now, your grin is set in place We float in outer space, held together in a human embrace The potion’s wearing off but we refuse to stop We’re just waiting for the sky to drop We’re just waiting for the sky to drop Oh and the stars, they melt tonight We feel so bright, let’s go be with them ‘Cause this world’s taking everything from us So let’s take everything and cut the loss Chasing the divine before potency declines Trying to remember, is this your hand, or is it mine? We’ll make it out together, pain is not forever So let’s try to close the distance I’ll trip with you whenever
7.
Afterglow 02:36
Intentions are so confusing You only ring when no one's on the phone Your attention ain't worth losing Anything to make me feel less alone I'm so caught up in the illusion So caught up in your love delusion So caught up in the wake of your afterglow So caught up in the wake of your afterglow I have to swallow my heartbreak And watch you leave with someone who ain’t me So I write down all my heartache And pray that it’s enough to set me free I’m so caught up in the illusion So caught up in your love delusion So caught up in the wake of your afterglow So caught up in the wake of your afterglow I’m so caught up in you I’m so caught up in you
8.
Fade 04:23
Fade away, oh Fade today, oh I'm falling asleep, oh Forever it seems, oh Move away, oh To another state, oh I’m too high to think, oh Forever it seems, oh Hey, hey, hey, hey I don’t know what I’m doing But at least I’m doing something real Hey, hey, hey, hey Fade me away, I’m leaving today Again I’m running away but I never know Where I’ll go is a secret only god knows But we both know that he ain’t there Move me away, again it takes time Crying all of my life, I don’t know why I try Oh what I would do to be right here by you But wait I’m still here, what the fuck do I do? I’m a hopeless romantic in a killer's world Killing all of my dreams, killing all of us girls I’m becoming so frantic I can’t recognize Who’s fading away in the mirror’s eyes I’m a hopeless lover in this paradise Too many people to love, too many people to cry For I can’t decide what I’m doing tonight What I’m doing with you, for the rest of our lives Fade me away, I’m leaving today Again I’m running away but I never know Where I’ll go is a secret only god knows And we both know that he ain’t there Move me away, again it takes time Crying all of my life, I don’t know why I try Oh what I would do to be right here by you But wait I’m still here, what the fuck do I do? What the fuck do I do? What the fuck do I do? What the fuck do I do? With you
9.
Maintain 03:51
You’re so vivid this evening Silver and glistening Under the moonlight By my side tonight Dissipate if you touch me Cease to be if you let me You are the only You are the only one Was this a dream? It ended so quickly Was this a dream? I don’t like the ending How can I maintain? How can I maintain? How can I maintain? How can I maintain? Just let the feeling stay, just let the feeling stay Just let the feeling stay How can I maintain? How can I maintain? How can I maintain? How can I maintain? Just let the feeling stay, just let the feeling stay Just let the feeling stay Ephemeral beauty Living in memory Lady of moonlight Gone by the sunrise Ethereal and lovely Gravitation becomes me Gone by the rising sun Gone by the rising sun If this was a dream It ended too quickly If this was a dream I want to keep sleeping How can I maintain? How can I maintain? How can I maintain? How can I maintain? Just let the feeling stay, just let the feeling stay Just let the feeling stay How can I maintain? How can I maintain? How can I maintain? How can I maintain? Just let the feeling stay, just let the feeling stay Just let the feeling stay How can I maintain? How can I maintain? How can I maintain? How can I maintain?
10.
Deadname 03:08
Hey you, fucker, what’s your real name? Won’t tell me? Oh, you’re all the same Think you got the motherfucking right? To call me a stupid bitch and too uptight Like my life’s your fucking business Like my disgust is your delight It’s a deadname for a reason And I’m not playing nice for you It’s a deadname for a reason So shut your mouth and get a clue Hey bro, don’t give me an attitude Oh go cry about it man, I call everyone dude You think you’re so tough wow, so fucking brave Just hoping that I’ll bitch and plead and then just cave Wanna meet the boy inside me so bad? Wanna meet the boy inside me so bad? Wanna meet the boy inside me so bad? Wanna meet the boy inside me so bad? Wanna meet the boy inside me so bad? Wanna meet the boy inside me so bad? Wanna meet the boy inside me so bad? Wanna meet the boy inside me so bad? I’ll throw you in his fucking grave
11.
Why am I still waiting for you to take me home? What am I still saving for? I'll be forever alone If I knew I could do it, make it all okay And get through it with you, I would do it If I knew I could make you believe all those things that I say I would write you and relive those days Maybe I'd live a life with you Oh! I can't believe I stuck around for so damn long How did I let both of us think love was never wrong? And if you knew what I really wanted to hear When I came home, I would probably be here And if I did not need to be further near Dependently waiting and wishing for cheer Maybe I'd live a life with you Realistically nothing ever comes true Tell me what you wish you could Have again, again, but the past is gone Maybe I'd live a life with you Realistically nothing ever comes true Tell me what you wish you could Have again, again, but the past is gone But the past is gone But the past is gone

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Control is Transy Warhol’s debut album. The band explores their queer attractions and identities, struggles with mental health, and desire to establish queer community in the midst of living in a liberal part of conservative and transphobic Texas.

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released April 28, 2023

Ruby del Mar - Lead Vocals
Adri Hullet - Guitar, Vocals
Louise Montalvo - Bass, Vocals
Belle Whiteley - Drums, Backing Vocals

Recorded, mixed, and mastered by Roky Moon at King Electric Studios
Lilli Long - Cover Art Photography
Jaycie Carver - Cover Art Model

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ATX queer art rock band

Contact: transy.warhol@gmail.com

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